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  The city below is just tiny flickers of light passing by and up here the wind is still at the moment. Striking heavenly chill passes through, if for a while I could just settle down and not think. How do I pause the thoughts though? And they aren't exactly thoughts, they are a pair of eyes. A pair of the most beautiful, dark, petite eyes that somehow make feel the cold wind warmer and the shimmer of the city fades as they claim their right to be the shiniest stars and before I could distract myself with something to keep up at the shore they submerge me in them. That gaze drowns me in so much I don't even want to breathe outside it anymore. I stay up here, on the terrace, suspended between the cold wind and the ocean of those eyes.

If I give up on life before you decide to even listen to me once, always remember my love for you is greater than the deepest ocean on this planet and I'd give away the shattered pieces of my broken heart to make you feel a glimpse of what you mean to me, not that it'd matter to you I hope it does but then I'll actually rest in peace. I am living as your lover and I'll stop that way. I just want this torment to stop now it's chewing on my flesh each day a little more. I could trade my everything if I as much get to breathe in the same room as you, for once. I love you so much it's beyond my ability to contain anymore I can't now, no. I spent the last two years convincing myself you never meant anything you wrote, and you really didn't, but I like to think you did. For once you saw me too, for once I was loved by you. 

It’s International Men’s Day and I hope every good man out there has a great one. Men go through a lot that often gets dismissed. They’re told not to cry because it’s “unmanly” pushed to act tough, and judged for having emotions or not being able to express them at all. They rarely get asked how they’re doing and expected to reply with a "I'm cool bro" because we don't know how to respond to a I'm not good or I need help; this I'd say is a neutral social ideology I will leave for another day *sigh* Somewhere along the way, we twisted the idea of feminism. It was always meant to be about equality. If we ignore men’s needs and struggles, we’re not practicing equality at all. We’re just repeating a new version of the same old patriarchy without even noticing how wrong that is. Strength and respect to the men who show up with kindness, integrity, and effort. Evil isn’t a gendered hobby, and kindness isn’t either. Wishing all the good men a warm and genuine Men’s D...

Every damn time India hits back at terror camps across the border, the same breed of self-righteous, selectively blind “wokes” crawl out crying about “innocent children” in Pakistan. Pathetic, how their empathy has a GPS which only activates across the border, not when Indian kids were blown to bits on their way to school, or soldiers ambushed while protecting the land these wokes enjoy their freedom in.  Well, it stops now. Let’s get one thing straight we’re not launching fireworks for fun we’re taking out breeding grounds of cowards who’ve butchered our people for decades. And if your heart bleeds so much for the “innocents” there, where the hell were your tears when our own were turned to ash? Or do Indian lives not fit your activist agenda? Honestly, it is a tragedy that these woke warriors weren’t there at site when Pahalgam, Pulwama, Uri, Mumbai or any of those attacks happened. Surely somebody else would have filled in their shoes, and I would have been writing the same thin...

"For every drop of innocent blood shed, we will make the perpetrators drown in theirs." A warm summer afternoon, up in the mesmerizing cold valley of Kashmir, families were destroyed and left to mourn their losses. Armed terrorists used weapons that civilians only ever hear of, iff some do, to butcher them for the mere fact that they are Hindus. Those people, those innocent, vulnerable people were forced to recite islamic verses, couldn't, headshot and down. It's a universal acceptance that most of the terrorists are indeed, muslims. We don't hate the religion, we hold them accountable. If your community is using your community as an escape for their heinous actions, you got to do something to stop that. You don't say "Terrorism has no religion" while specifically your religion target innocents everytime.  That's smoldering of humanity How could anyone on God's green Earth be capable of such an act? How could anyone do that? But they did, las...

 Presenting focused contributions to state development against rising expectations of economic growth, infrastructure, and social welfare, the Uttar Pradesh Budget 2025, tabled in the State Assembly on February 20, 2025, by the Finance Minister, Suresh Kumar Khanna, ultimately consolidates the needs and a thorough outlay of ₹8.08 lakh crore for2025-26. This budget sets a mark of improvement as it records a rise of 9.8% from lastyear’s amount of ₹7.36 lakh crore. The aggressive budget focuses on state infrastructure, development, technological advancement, and welfare of all sections of society,particularly women and backward classes.13% is where they dedicated their attention in the budget for the education sector.Improving accessibility to quality education was the main aim of the allocation that involves funds for school modernization, establishing new educational institutions, ands kill development courses to help prepare students for the future. Agriculture and Rural Developmen...